Nothing is ever enough

I titled this blog nothing is ever enough because we're not God we're just his follower's those who believe seeking to get other's to believe what is right and the true way of life. I believe the best way to relate or get through to non- believers is through experiences. everyone has had a life changing experience in which God has revealed himself and you'd have to be a believer to see him and understand his work. God is trying to make us better from generation to generation make us better believers so that we can be better christians, mates, parents, friends, co-workers, etc. God wants to use us to bring non- believers to him by any means necessary which means having no fear of what you may look like who you may be called to witness to and how hard the task may be we must all remember and realize we were all non- believers at one point in our lifes and he brought us out and we may not want to relive some of those past memories but this is where the by any means necessary comes in at you must be willing to at any giving time put it all on the line for God as he would you. For ex. I have drug addiction and alcohol addiction in my family some of my relatives have overcome it by the grace of God and some are still there in need of God's grace at times God will test us to see how strong are faith is not just for ourselves but others especially those we loves knowing someone is abusing themselves or be abused and something can be done and you turn the other cheek God see you as being no better than the abuser any means NECESSARY before trying to witness to non- believers take the time to examing yourself so that you can be completely ready for what's ahead (their responses) and completely ready for the end results meaning how you will feel about you and your life after (their response) be the best Christian you can be at all times be willing to share your experiences no matter how painful to help change someone elses life for the better you got throughit by the grace of God so allow them to see that they can too refer to scriptures Proverbs 10:8-10 the wise in heart accept commands, but a chattering fools come to ruin., Galatians 6:7 -10 for the proper time we will recieve harvest if we don't give up., Gensis 26:24 do not be afraid because God is always with you through it all., Act1:3 proof that Jesus christ lives., John 3:16 for God loved the world so much he gave his only son for our sins all he asked is that we have a little faith in believe in his goodness and we shall have ever lastin life. in closing please be th e best Christian you can be so that when that day comes for you to be tested or be called to witness to a challenging non- believr you will be ready God will provide you all the tools through his Book (the bible) and through experience.

I wanna feel his Love instead of just hearing him say it

Everyday I find myself asking the same questions and coming up short when it's time for an answer I questioned whether I should even do a blog entry like this the I told myself the more I keep it in the sooner I'll go crazy I'm starting to think I don't know how to appreciate a good thing when I got it because that's what I keep hearing, kind of makes you feel worthless in a since me and my husband got married at a young age I was 24 and he was 22 years old we both wanted what was best for our child and to have a better life that was the most important thing and still is the most important thing the well being of our child but now everything is starting to come to a head reality is kicking in and things are not what they seem responsibilities need to be met and people are not as willing to do what it takes to meet them Marriage is about sacrificing but what happens when you feel like your the only one sacrificing and in the end always the only one wrong. The biggest question I ask myself is am I wrong for speaking up and letting him know where he needs to improve or should I just smile and be quite because he's a great Father, respectful, and to my knowledge doesn't cheat and wouldn't raise his hand to me" now days that hard to come by " is he to good to communication with me compromise for me be there for me without having to get upset, not give him none(sex) or am I just that bad used up undeserving of what I know I DESERVE a true Marriage everybody loves him and I do too but everyday it's something I'm forgiving him for he's always sorry but yet I'm always wrong if anybody can shed some light on this situation please do because I'm tired I'm beginning to think he doesn't communicate with me because he's not sincere about our relationship/marriage broken apologies I hear I'm sorry so much I don't even think he thinks before he says it because before I could completely forgive him we're disagreeing again about if not the same thing a similar or past situation it's getting a little ridicious I know a blog is suppose to have a happy ending SORRY right now I'll just settle for a pain reliever even if no one responds I was able to say how I felt without judgment I feel like I deserve to be loved with no restrictions not having to settle because of my pass I love my husband and my son I just wanna be able to say I completely love my life and rspect myself for the decisions I Chose to make it better. Tria Moore