Undescribable Love makes you fight for life

When you meet that perfect guy you always imagine falling in love and getting married buying this beautiful house with a fence and life being happy having children and watching them grow up hoping they don't make the same mistakes you made at their age and it's funny because when I first outlined this blog I figured people would assume the Title Undescribable Love, awww she's talking about her husband and though I smile at the thought of being in Love with my husband in that overwhelming I can't get enough of him way there's another male in my life who I can't get enough of our heart beats met about 2 years after me and my husband fell in love he was so trusting and lovable everyday he reminds me more and more of my husband it's sicken he's extremely handsome, shockingly intelligent considering his age, and someone who has made me want to better myself more and more everyday just so I can be around to Love him forever WOW before you guys think I'm confessing Cheating on my Husband on my Blog let me clearify I fell in Love with this person March 5th, 2006 which was the day I found out me and my husband were having a baby it was amazing and special beyond belief I managed to meet a respectable and loving man who wanted nothing more than to be a great Father to this unborn child not to mention I had been told by not one but two Doctors I would never have kids but Gods saw different he Blessed me with Chance I. Moore December 29th, 2006 it was Love at first sight but who knew it would be this intense just the thought of his smile brings me joy and makes me want to give my life to make his better I always knew I loved him but I realized just how much when I recently went in for surgery and it's crazy when you have what you think is a wonderful relationship with God until theres a trial I went from looking at my son crying thinking I'll never see him again feeling I was losing my faith to reality hitting me bringing my faith back knowing God wouldn't give me a blessing I never knew would come true, to him taking me away from him on the operating table before his 2nd birthday I thought to myself God don't work like that and then I made up in my mind in my living room on the floor that if it was his will it would be I prayed to God let your will be done and I made it a point to contact everyone important to me and let them know I love them and appreciated all they done to make my life better, I prayed harder than I ever prayed in my life for God to bring me back to my son and family and if he took me give them the strength to continue and watch over my son especially I kinda feel like my husband was a little jealous but he know I Love him Lol he was so supportive and mean when I needed it ( medicine time I hated those big pills) and though I don't remember going to sleep in the Hospital, I remember wonderful feeling of waking up and Thanking God I couldn't wait to see my son just to kiss and hug him and assure him that I'm going to take better care of myself while I'm holding him with tears in my eyes from joy my 22 month old looks up at me and says mommy mommy you okay and I just smile and wiped my tears and said yes honey I'm fine Life is so beautiful when you know you can and you have made a difference in somebody's life the love I have for my son is God's Love through me when he hurts I hurt, you wanna protect them from everything but God is the #1 Pretector and Provider Thank You God for all you done for me and all you will do in future... This Blog was inspired by my busy son whose redecorating my house as we speak but I wouldn't trade the blessing for anything in the World.... Mommy Love you Chance (Noney Honey)