Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Nothing but smiles in the end.

Let me start off by saying no pain no gain that's been my model for the last couple of months due to the fact that I have been going to the Dr. for the past couple of months in so much pain Doctor's office after Doctor's office test after test still getting no results going home crying knowing there something wrong questioned myself asking what am I doing wrong have I abused my body so much that I may not be around to see my child grow up beating myself up inside after getting so many different opinions and havung one Dr. tell me it all in my mind I beginning to seriously pray my husband and close family would pray with me my older brother came over and had prayer with me and my husband I mean the situation had really gotten bad my eating habits went down my desire to do anything sexual disappeared (it was to painful) I was always irritated and upset (just tired ) God blessed me I went to the Dr. and took faith and God with me and though theres still pain I know now in the end I be ok because God has a plan for me and I don't believe it's leaving my husband, son and all those who love me at the meer age of 25 I feel a real blessing coming and when it come I just say Thank You jesus Thank You God and smile...

1 comment:

Fitts said...

I'm happy for you my lil sis. Keep faith in God no matter what, he will see you through. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose Romans 8:28.